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Sunday, July 31, 2011

Spring

tick tick... tick tick...tick tick. 


I kept dropping items out of my hands, they would fall to the floor, and bounce. Creating a tick tick... tick tick... tick tick. 


Clouds begin to form... tick tick...


Everything goes black... tick tick...


I start to come to my senses and realize it was just a dream.


...tick tick. tick tick...


It is still going? Nahhhh.....
...tick tick...


The rhythmic of the noise is what pulled me from my sleep, and I knew I wouldn't be able to get back to sleep unless I got rid of it.


...tick tick...


Still half asleep, I pulled my sheets up and listened closely, in hopes to find the location.
...tick tick...


It must be dripping water...
...tick tick...


It is by my front door.
...tick tick...


I see a little black beetle in the darkness.. Just a little guy. No bigger than the width of my finger. It was just hanging out two feet from my door on a little square of linoleum.
...tick tick...


What happened next, I didn't believe until it happened again.  And again. The beetle was jumping. Only about a half foot in the air, Landing on its back (tick) and rebounding back to his feet (tick)! 
And then it jumped again!
...tick tick...


I was half asleep still, I couldn't tell you how long I stared at this insect, jumping. Could be 5 sec... could be 60. But it was such an odd happening. I couldn't just stop watching, this weird phenomenon. 
Finally exhaustion took over me, I scooped it up, threw my little friend out side, and climbed back into bed.
My last thoughts... 
"What the fuuuuu..."
...zzzzzzzzzzzzz




I have taken upon my self to make sure I am not crazy. And lo and behold, I am crazy. But not in the beetle sense.






"Beetles in the family Elateridae are commonly called click beetles, elaters, skipjack,
 snapping, or spring beetles. They posses a mechanism by which they can violently
 launch themselves several inches into the air, by which method they can avoid
 predators and right themselves if they happen to fall on their backs. A spine on the 
prosternum can be snapped into a corresponding notch on the mesosternum, producing
 a violent "click" which can bounce the beetle into the air. There are about 7000 
known species.


Click beetles can be large and colorful, but most are small to medium-sized and
dull brown or gray. The adults are typically nocturnal and phytophagous. Like many
nocturnal insects, they are attracted by artificial lights, and in hot weather, they are prone
 to enter houses at night if doors or windows are left open."

Saturday, July 30, 2011

TheMathAddsUp

I have never been one for math, charts, graphs, numbers, percentages... But setting up my budget for the next two months... I found a nifty little chart on Wells Fargo. It tracks where my money goes... for me!
Oh dear... I don't know if this comes to a surprise to anyone. But heyyy look! I spend everything I have on clothes! That's... Not awesome. Not anymore. These habits I have kept from when I still lived at home. And the irony, I was making more back then too! Time to chill out. My more recent goals have been to save and travel. I hope over time, the "Retail Stores" piece of the pie goes down. And even my "Restaurants". If I am going to survive, this is going to be a lifestyle change. One that needed to be altered long ago. 

Monday, July 25, 2011

EveryDayI'mShufflin

I used to babysit these kids... What did I do to them?!?


The Real Deal....


THIS IS FOR YOU PARKER!

Monday, July 18, 2011

RHPS

I...
I can't...
I can't stop laughing....



Tuesday, July 12, 2011

"It'sMyBirthdayGiftToMe!I'mSoHappy!!"


Well, to be honest it isn't quite my birthday yet. But if anyone knows what that quote is from... we may continue to be friends. 
I am less than 100$ away from paying off my car. And once I do, I would love to never have to drive it again. After bike rides and a few puking episodes... I have come to this decision. I will get a bike. And one with gears. And one that is cute. And can have a basket and a bell. Thus far, I have found this one. And it has stolen my heart.

Thursday, July 7, 2011

OlderOne

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Small

Be my friend,
Hold me
Wrap me up,
Unfold me
I am small,
I'm needy
Warm me up,
Breathe me



Drool

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

You'reBack?

Let the games begin.

Monday, July 4, 2011

MissJessica

BringOnTheWorld

Eggy

Saturday, July 2, 2011

ComeComeCome!!!

Friday, July 1, 2011





Heavy

I can already tell it is going to be a rough night when I climb into bed and my lightest top sheet feels suffocating.
The weight of blankets is usually inviting to me. Beaconing to just close my eyes and rejoin my second life. 
Unfortunately, my dream world is just as much of a mess as my real life. In both, I am just a punching bag. 
And there is no release.