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Sunday, September 19, 2010
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
What to do now...
I have been able to leave my job in Provo, UT and have been currently employed with Ann Taylor. I am so grateful to be there. Everyone who I work with is so sweet, willing to help, and loves my strong style (Which is good, since I was afraid my style wasn't conservative enough.) I learn more everyday, and find that it is much easier to help clients find blouses and pants than a wedding dress. Which makes plenty of sense. But the change is good and brings a wave of relief. One that I seriously needed.
Then I got my weeks schedule.
I work a total of 12 hours.
This sent me into a panic. While I was working in Provo, I was working up to 45 hours a week. I am used to be constantly busy. It quickly dawned (Dawnley haha) on me that a second job is necessary. So on that note, I have turned in application to Jet Blue. And have had references sent to inquire about MAC cosmetics, Maggie Sottero Bridal, and Dillards.
I have some large goals ahead of me, that I plan to accomplish. Some including moving out, a motorcycle, a new car, and a large retirement fund. And I understand that all of that can't be done immediately. But what I do want is a time line. I have a friend who is very good at analyzing. Through a large cookie covered in ice-cream he was able to lay his life out and a few options to take to get to each goal. Granted, he as graduated from Westminister and has much knowledge under is belt. But I couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy as I saw is life becoming what he has had planned. And maybe it wasn't his plan, but the way it has been turning out is not half bad either.
I took the job in Provo in hopes to get me the right connections. I was designing. Or I was supposed to be. As time went by, I realized how much I was used not for my talents, but as a filler. Because my boss was too stubborn to hire someone else, and let me do what I was hired to do. Design got put on the back burner. And even further back, as I was pushed on to the sales floor. Now, I am good at sales, but that is not what I was hired to do. Why would I say yes to a job that was 50 minutes away, just I could work on sales, and then drive right back home. I wouldn't mind sales as much if it was at all closer, and under a much less suffocating environment. My senses dulled as I was lured into a dark building, with poor lighting, because again my boss was too stubborn to buy or fix it for appropriate lighting. Little things like that began to eat away at my soul. Not seeing the daylight, (yum! I just went to get the last slice of home made lemon cake. anyways..) Not being paid overtime, being lied to, shipments never coming in on time, water and power being shut off on moments notice... among many smaller and larger things. I feel I have lost energy, and that I took a step backwards. I stopped going to school. And I feel inadequate to work now.
Which is why I am so grateful for this job at Ann Taylor! There is lighting. There is structure. There is no threats of people coming and closing down the store. Every one is rewarded accordingly. Everyone works hard. And everyone gets paid on time. That was a huge blessing. Even the checks will be smaller. They will be on time.
So here I am.
Back to square one.
Needing a second job.
Only time will tell, and until then... I continue to punch out the days.
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Alice In Wonderland:Pre-Show Party
Then... tragedy struck.
On the way in the car, the heat from the sun soaking through the windows caused the frosting to warm and slide. I clicked on my hazard lights for my car in hopes to slow down and avoid any bumps that would cause it to fall. All for a cake. Poor North. He tried to save my cake baby. To no avail, it ended on his hands and in his lap.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
Talented Friend Jeff
Saturday, February 27, 2010
What America has forgot about shopping....
2. Do not come with more than 3 people (And three is pushing it). It makes the store more crowded, unorganized, and opinions start blurring your decision. Take those who's opinion you value.
Friday, February 26, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
Good Luck
I met up with some new friends today. Jose and Scott. And they were kind enough to let me bombard on their Monday. That is where I realized that my Good Luck Monday was beginning. They took me to go see "Shutter Island". Which was nothing what I thought it was going to be, which is good. Because I didn't think very highly of it.
Afterwards, we went off, goofing around and running errands. I had a tasty dirty chai I met a fantastic character with a cuddly accessory. A small girl (and by small I mean short, not necessarily young. Which, I guess she was young. But no child. Perhaps about 18.) She seemed to know everyone at the cafe well. And tucked under her arm was Marius. The Cat. He seemed just fine as everyone was walking around. He just hung out while she chatted with us and as she bummed a cigarette from an old friend. I felt lucky to meet such a character.
As we went about our errands I got a phone call. From Ann Taylor. If any of you know, the company I work for is not in its best state. As the stress is pressing down on my harder and harder, the panic starts to set in. But today, in-between a eclectic shop full of risque paper cards and books full of random facts that everyone should know, but not so important, I got a phone call. A young lady asking me what time would be best to come in for an interview. I just hope that she does call back tomorrow, with an official time. What good LUCK!
Our adventures of today took us to the SLC library where we hopped a few fences and climbed the stairs to the tall roof. There we stood. And looked out over the city. For the first time in a long time the wind blew the smug away, leaving cold but clear skies. Something about the city brings peace to my heart.
Afterwards, the boys spoiled me with some fantastic sushi from one of my favorite restaurants, "I <3 Sushi" (appropriately named.) Scott was daring enough to try one of my favorite dishes Uni Shooter. And then followed by a Hollywood Roll and a Spider Roll.
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Lazy Sunday
Friday, February 19, 2010
Sister Tea Time



























